4dp5dt and trying to relax

TGIF my friends!

Even though I had off Monday and worked from home Tuesday, this week has still dragged by!

First, I have not succumb to becoming a POAS addict yet. Though the box of test strips did arrive in the mail during the week and are waiting on the bathroom counter for me to cave in and peeeee.
I just figured it's still a bit early. Maybe by Sunday (6dp5dt), we'll see if I even remember when I first wake up. Cuz really, who's even REALLY awake and thinking "i have to get a cup to collect my piss"... well, maybe some of you... hehehe...

Second, the mind f*ck that is the "2ww" has returned. Did I feel something? Did I not? Was that a twinge, pinch, cramp, gas bubble, alien probe, my overactive imagination? Speaking of gas bubbles... holy geez. I'm not sure if its dancing babies implanting, side effects of PIO/delestrogen or the fact that i've been drinking fruit smoothies everyday since transfer that has my insides filling up with air. But holy geez. Cropdusting at work is NOT smexy. (i kid, i kid! and yes, i used a honey boo boo word. guilty pleasure, i LOVE that show).

word!

Obviously, we're hoping it was the FIRST of those options. Cuz come on, we REALLY need some dancing babies in my belly!

Flashback Friday: Ally McBeal!

Other than that, i get pretty crampy every night around 9:30-10... again, not sure if that's a side effect of all the PIO i've been shooting into my backside, but i'm trying to believe its the above happening.

4 more days of torture and then we'll know.

Ooga Chaka...

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The Longest Wait...

So here we are, just 4 days away from Beta #1. Nervous would be an understatement. Is it me or is this waiting period the most torturous part of this journey? I mean, talk about a mind f*ck. Do I feel differently? Hard to say... some days I do, some days I don't. Some days, I feel like its the meds, some days I feel like I'm just a crazy person inventing symptoms in my head because I'm so desperate to feel SOMETHING, ANYTHING! Give me the worst morning sickness ever! Bring it on Mother Nature! I will bow down to the Porcelain Goddess every damn day if it means that these babies have implanted and are growing away in my backwards, upside down uterus!

And no, i haven't given into the temptation of POAS. Though, i like this option:

And just for the record, i'm asian and cannot solve the Rubix Cube to save my life. #epicfail.

But seriously... would you POAS or just wait it out til Thursday? Thoughts?
Oh and is anyone else having crazy crazy PIO/estrogen induced dreams?

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