Monday, November 4, 2013

The Longest Wait...

So here we are, just 4 days away from Beta #1. Nervous would be an understatement. Is it me or is this waiting period the most torturous part of this journey? I mean, talk about a mind f*ck. Do I feel differently? Hard to say... some days I do, some days I don't. Some days, I feel like its the meds, some days I feel like I'm just a crazy person inventing symptoms in my head because I'm so desperate to feel SOMETHING, ANYTHING! Give me the worst morning sickness ever! Bring it on Mother Nature! I will bow down to the Porcelain Goddess every damn day if it means that these babies have implanted and are growing away in my backwards, upside down uterus!


And no, i haven't given into the temptation of POAS. Though, i like this option:
And just for the record, i'm asian and cannot solve the Rubix Cube to save my life. #epicfail.

But seriously... would you POAS or just wait it out til Thursday? Thoughts?
Oh and is anyone else having crazy crazy PIO/estrogen induced dreams?

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5 comments:

  1. Glad you haven't given into the stick!!! Excited for you and the results!

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  2. Im excited for you!!!!! I can't wait to find out either!!!

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  3. I've always POAS... But this time I might try to hold out!! Xoxo

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  4. I have the patience of a pea. No way I could hold out, but I have so much respect for you gals that can do it!! Can't wait to hear about the results. FX'd!

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  5. No way would I be able to wait! I can't wait to hear your results!!

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